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A tale of one guy, two girls, 5 years and my own selfishness Really irritated by a shitty portion of my life that keeps coming back to fuck with me! This is all self inflicted which makes it even more irritating!! For the reader - At the time I had extremely low personal high-gene and an inflated ego as well as being a shut-in child I had never really mixed with other people until college. Met Girl1, fell in love with Girl1, Girl1 had boy friend. Being decent I did not pursue her even though the feeling was mutual (fucking stupid honor!). Passed year 1 of college Girl2 appears, I become infatuated with her, feelings are not reciprocated though we are good friends. I intend to ask out Girl2 and tell my best mate as I am nervous. Find out best mate has gone behind my back and asked out Girl2 even though she doesn't know him she has said yes thinking it was a joke, he later holds her to it, emotionally blackmailing her to stay with him. Fall into well of self pity, self harm and depression for a year as they become involved. Bollocking Honor kept me from doing anything but lamenting. Fail year 2 of College. While still lusting after Girl2 and feeling miserable I further alienate Girl1 with my rantings about Girl2. Girl1 talks to a stranger on an Instant Messenger and becomes his girl friend. Well of self inflicted depression deepens. Girl2 discovers boyfriend is an asshole, a chav and trying (but failing thanks to his own vast ineptitude) to have affairs. Get close with Girl2 again now boyfriend is no longer guarding her like a prize. Girl2 leaves boyfriend. We go to a party together. Girl2 finds a drunk PC geek and goes out with him. Fuck knows why I was still infatuated with her!! College year 3 begins. Whirl wind of crap culminating in Girl2 realizing the others have been very shit to her and I had always been there for her. We start a relationship. My old self is FINALLY HAPPY. Girl1 persuades me to go to uni (thank you!!!! =D((not sarcastic))) I discover Girl2 hasn't stopped having sex with her previous boyfriend while being with me (I'm yet to have sex). I confront her on it and she takes offence, she thinks its fine and if anything wants to carry on with him. I think I began to fully break down from that day. Girl2 decided she was coming with me to Uni. 4 years of abject misery and degradation as I am mentally and physically abused on a daily basis. Mr friends later told me they did not recognize me. Come out of uni with a 2nd (thanks to girl2 whose spite and hatred hindered me in every facet of my life). After some really mentally warping episodes she finally left me and got together with a drug addicted alcoholic and very shortly afterwards a fitness freak/chav and immediately broke all the rules she had so strictly imposed on me. Now with her new gang of thick as fuck inbreeds and addicts she claimed that I had raped her!! and threatened me with police, prison and what ever abuse her cretinous friends could muster. This was even more harmful as I had spent the entire horrid ordeal caring for her, spending every penny I had and every second of my free time (and a shit load of my fucking class time!) looking after her. We had still never had sex. As a friend reckons I was suffering from Stockholm syndrome, which I could agree with. I lost my ability to even think for myself. She hated the fact I had knowledge and would demand I forget it. After a few months on my own my mind began to return. Slowly at first, But I grew back, and as it often is in stories, much stronger than before. Though it is certainly tainted by that shitty episode. I got back in touch with Girl1 regularly, though now she was living almost 300 miles away. Got my first job at the age of 23. Worked 3 jobs at once (nights, days and weekends) to build up money to finance a life away from my shit home town. After a 3 day conference in my profession my confidence was totally restored and I finally got over her. Now I am almost back to normal, I am haunted by memories and often my confidence can utterly desert me with very little provocation or intimidation. Girl1 still single =) Girl1 returns from working away. Girl1 has boyfriend. fuck. Anyway, this shit pile spans five years and I have omitted vast amounts of equally awful information and have managed to contain my rage. Now I have my mind, money and ambition. Time to say FUCK THIS and drop of the earth.

Bob Hindley I work out at a community center in Vancouver. There is this weak assed prick who works there named Bob Hindley . He thinks he is this awesome powerlifter but almost everyone can lift more then him. He trys to run everyone out who is better then him, which is almost everyone. He should just stay out of everybody's business.

Get a fucking life, you're as miserable as shit, you look bad and you make me look bad! I'm so sick of your lifeless trainwreck self, and i'm sick or being told that i have to fucking care about you.... Bitch, who da fuck you think you are to get MY attention?? You worthless idiot, you don't deserve ANYTHING! Especially from ME, and related to ME.

FUCK./ Everything. I dont want to be sick. I dont want to be hurt by someone agian. I dont want to go to school for what I am going for. I want god to love me I want my parents to love me. I want to have friends that care as much for me as I care about them. I want people to listen to me. Why Cant I have it

FUCK./ Everything. I dont want to be sick. I dont want to be hurt by someone agian. I dont want to go to school for what I am going for. I want god to love me I want my parents to love me. I want to have friends that care as much for me as I care about them. I want people to listen to me. Why Cant I have it

Yes Mum, I'm a musician. No, it's not the most stable or respectable career, and future prospects for advancement are limited. You know what though? I am fucking good at what I do. People pay me lots of money, a week's worth of wages or more, to spend a few hours making their wedding or birthday or corporate function that much better, and I'm still learning and improving. You know that I still have my day job that more than makes ends meet, that I have skills and opportunities that I can fall back on if I run into trouble. Knowing that, can you please just shut up and be happy for me, knowing that I'm doing something that I love to do. If it's not too much of a stretch, be proud of me. I can accept that you don't understand the term 'vocation' as I do, but not that my definition is invalid. I have a good life that I'm happy with. The rest of the family are over the moon about that fact. It makes me sad that you see me as a disappointment, but I won't let you hold me back.

To each of the people that interviewed me over the last 7 months. The people that might have thought I was "too old" or possibly not have "the look" for the job .. FUCK YOU!!!!!! I may look 47 years old, and might even remind you of your mom.. but I can run circles around, as well as kick your asses, That goes for your mommies, too!

Tarniya Guthrie facts..... Been waiting a long time to vent this...Is an abusive psycho who wouldn't know what morals & truth are, uses her child as a punishment tool against the father, she even went behind the fathers back and got a New Zealand passport & citizenship for her child and purchased a one way ticket to New Zealand for the child against court orders. Tarniya is a prostitute that works in a brothel in East Brighton called Ultimate Magic (buyer beware, not worth the money) got the proof of that, was worth the money to hire an investigator & get the video evidence. She is now living in a motel room with twin beds that are seperated by a bedside table and she prostitutes with guys and girls whilst her child is in the bed next to her, what a disgusting dirtbag she is, so pathetic she doesn't even realise her child is watching her and telling people about it. WHAT A WHORE. She is also a Kiwi sponging off the Aussie welfare system, claims full welfare benefits whilst earning tons of money spreading her legs, if welfare ever catch up with her I'd be first to put my hand up to testify against her, people like her should be forced to undergo Oophorectomy as they are unfit for parenthood. This bitch is so sick she sends photo txt messages of her genitals to guys that want nothing to do with her. She constantly whinges and complains about being wronged, but the truth is she is the one doing everything that she tells others he is doing to her. Her fantasy world is about to crumble big time...She also has a dyke female lover named Bree & has it off with Bree's little brother.......poor tormented twisted cow....

for fucks sake shut up.

Okay.... I was dating the guy I Thot I was in love wit and i found out he cheated on me.. 4 times. Like wtf! If u wanna b wit another gurl so much just break up wit me it's not that hard! And then he thinks he's cool cuz he starts swearing at my best friend like noo u dumb bitch. If u mess wit my best friend u mess wit me. He better watch himself..it's not gonna be a pretty talk next time I c him

Parents fucking suck. Like fuh real I'm not 5 years old. So stop treating me like I am

I want to thank my frigid ex-wife and mother of my child for leaving me. Also fuck you for already having 20.000 new boyfriends. Guess your vagina does work otherwise how would you fuck those people? Anyway, fuck you, you fucking bitch cunt whore from hell. I'll be better off without you, just too bad our kid has to suffer.

Which part of 'clear the driveway of rubbish and dig ALL the way round to a depth of 150mm' do you not understand?!

I'm not stupid, and everytime you lie to me I KNOW it. So knock it off. It's fucking annoying.

Okay, here goes. I've been with my boyfriend for 8 months now. we're still going good haha. but theres still one thing that bothers me the most. this one girl. Before me and him dated, we were best friends. then he confessed to me. and i agreed i'd go out with him. Somewhere between the 3rd and 4th month. he asked me " Hey, relationships are about honesty right..?" and i said " yea ofc." he then told me something that made my heart crash hard on the ground. "Dont get me wrong, I'm in love with you. but I'm still not over Kerry.." Kerry is the girl he was in love with for 3 years... It bothers me so much. I cried that night thinking, " He's gonna leave me for her, he loves her more than me.." & etc. but you know whats to bullshitty too...? He likes ALL of her facebook pictures. and ALL of her facebook statuses. even up till today.. I honestly dont know what to do anymore.

Okay , So listen up. It's been exactly 6 years since my parents got a divorce. It was probably the hardest thing I had to go through. I was seven years old. How could I forget? There were days were we could be the happiest family and have nothing get us down &then there were those days were it was complete craziness ,yelling,arguing, and hitting... the list could just go on & on. It was for the better that they had split. See, the thing is my mom has always thought I have hated her since December 3, 1997. The day I was born. Deep down inside she really needs to know that I don't hate her & I never have. She's always thought this because I have always been a daddy's girl since the day I was born. That's a fact. That all changed December 3 , 2011. The day I turned fourteen. That day was were I just went mentally crazy. I couldn't hold it inside anymore. I had to come out. I had to tell someone. So that I did. I told the world. I stood up. I went against you. I stood up for myself & DAMN did I feel proud! I felt accomplished like I just saved the whole entire world. It felt so good to get everything off my chest that has been building up inside of me for too many years. People say I'm just 14 , I've been through nothing. My life hasn't even started. Well...? Guess What? Their wrong. I've been through what most 14 year old kids shouldn't have gone through their whole life. But hey! What can you do when you a parent who isn't mentally or physically stable at the stage of middle aged. It's been awhile since my father has been not his normal self. You would think he would change for the better of his daughter? Did he? No? Does it mean anything to him when he calls me up drunk? Hit's me? Say's hurtful things? Does everything and beyond? NO. It doesn't. He doesn't care. He doesn't care at all. That's the thing that hurt's the most is that he doesn't care if he hurts or physically, mentally, & verbally abuses his 14 year old daughter or even before when I was young he did it too. It's been my whole life. There not one way I could press a rewind button & try to go back in time to make everything better , but there is something I can do. Something to better me. Something to make me happier. Press the delete button. Delete all the bad things that are making my life come down hill. So, that's exactly what I did. Pressed the delete button. Got rid of my dad. Deleted him out of my life. He deserves everything I've done to him. He'll learn one day hopefully. He'll learn that everything he did or said was a huge mistake. He'll regret it when I'm all grown up & on my own with a family that he made a big mistake but saying and doing all those hurtful things because he wasn't there to see me grow up , graduate high school , get married, walk me down the isle. Does he deserve to do all that stuff ? No. He doesn't. Why should he deserve to do all that stuff and not get punished for what he has done to me. But hey! I know there is one special guy in my life that does deserve to see me grown up , graduate high school , get married , & could even end up walking me down the isle. That one special amazing guy that has always been there , supported me , and helped me is my godfather Tony,<3 This man has been there since the day I was born. HE'S BEEN THERE. He's done and would do anything and everything for me. I know that. I can promise you that I know that. He's the man I look up too. He's the man that does things with me that a father is suppose to do. He's the man that rushes right to you if something is wrong or you need help. I am very damn proud to say he is god FATHER. I don't even see him as my god father. I see him as a dad. My Dad. A Second dad. Even though I absolutely despise my real father. He will always be my dad unfortunately but I know the man that replaces that father figure for me & that's tony,<3 No if ,and's,but's about it. I know it for a fact. He's a great guy. I love him with all my heart. There's so much more to say but I'll continue another day. ;*

Dear "best friend", fuck you for stringing me along. Fuck you for playing me. Just generally fuck you. Your jealous issues have kept me from being able to get close to other people. You claim that I'm your best friend and that actually means something to me. Best means only one btw. You can't tell multiple people they are your best friends without being a lying bitch. You know I have abandonment and trust issues (thanks for leaving me daddy) but you keep taking off without telling me and I find out from our other friends. Like you were planning to move across the world for a few months two separate times and didn't think to mention it to me first so I found out from our other friends. I keep all your secrets that you don't tell other people and they are really dark and stressful so you could try not treating me like crap in exchange. What a fucking concept. And you almost got me raped trying to save you from your own stupidity so that has to count for something. That still haunts me every day btw if you even care. You always ditch me for a new best friend and when I'm about to leave you become a good friend again. It's like you are determined to screw with my head as much as possible without personally losing anything yourself. And now you are in miami for the weekend with a new best friend and the cycle is going to repeat where you treat me like crap until I ditch and then you pull me back in. And you know I have too many trust issues to easily lose you because you are one of the only people I trust (thanks again daddy) so I can't walk away and find a friend who doesn't treat me like crap so you exploit that I won't leave. Thanks for using me in your fucked up mind games. Really thanks. Oh and if you would like me to forward the future therapy bills I'll be happy to. xoxo

You don't take care of your own son and you're trying to talk mom out of getting me a cat? Piss off.

Dear mother, From the bottom of my heart, fuck you. This goes for dad too by the way. Fuck you for ruining me from childhood, not really caring about me, while at the same time being a way too over bearing mother fucking me up so bad I still need therapy up to this day. My therapist called it emotional neglect. I was even nice enough to spare you guys from telling that, still having an ounce of trying to be the good son while lets face it: Neither me or my middle brother can ever compete with the fabulous DANNY. The demi-God, the ubermensch, the great man that became rich, cheating on his trophy wife every chance he gets and maybe even fucking his own daughter too. Who knows. Nobody can compete with him, you hear me internet? NOBODY. Oh sure, I must sound jealous, but picture your mother telling you on EVERY SINGLE PHONECALL what a fuckup you are for being an artist and how absolutely amazing and incredible he is. Maybe I'll bitch more about my mother later on, because honestly she fucked me up so bad I'm amazed I turned out an artist with an "off-sexuality" instead of a serial killer. Fuck you mom, fuck you dad, fuck you both in the shit. Especially you mother, you are a cold hearted mean old grumpy hysterical bitch.

Dear mother, From the bottom of my heart, fuck you. This goes for dad too by the way. Fuck you for ruining me from childhood, not really caring about me, while at the same time being a way too over bearing mother fucking me up so bad I still need therapy up to this day. My therapist called it emotional neglect. I was even nice enough to spare you guys from telling that, still having an ounce of trying to be the good son while lets face it: Neither me or my middle brother can ever compete with the fabulous DANNY. The demi-God, the ubermensch, the great man that became rich, cheating on his trophy wife every chance he gets and maybe even fucking his own daughter too. Who knows. Nobody can compete with him, you hear me internet? NOBODY. Oh sure, I must sound jealous, but picture your mother telling you on EVERY SINGLE PHONECALL what a fuckup you are for being an artist and how absolutely amazing and incredible he is. Maybe I'll bitch more about my mother later on, because honestly she fucked me up so bad I'm amazed I turned out an artist with an "off-sexuality" instead of a serial killer. Fuck you mom, fuck you dad, fuck you both in the shit. Especially you mother, you are a cold hearted mean old grumpy hysterical bitch.

Thought I was gay for the longest time (je suis un lady). Fell in love with my (male) best friend. Now I value his opinion so much that I'm constantly self-conscious, always on edge, can never spend time with him while relaxing the way I used to, and am generally having a shit time of things. I've started dressing femininely around him just because I want him to notice me. Dressing this way makes me uncomfortable, as I have been very unsure about my gender for a while. I am more comfortable as a guy. This became an unhealthy relationship after that split second in which I realized, "Shit. That isn't normal friend-love. This is pure affection. This is fucking /love/ love." And then repress, repress, repress. Pain, repress, etc. Found out just this night that one of my closest female friends also feels very, very strongly for him. I wouldn't wish /anything/ bad upon this person. Ever. We have never fought. She is fantastic. I wish everything good in the world upon her. Except him. I have nowhere to go. I don't know what to do. I don't want her to hurt. But I love that son of a bitch so selfishly, I don't feel able to put her above myself. Fucking Christ.

i miss you so much :,(